My life has been extremely fulfilling. With that said, that is probably why Cary and I do not see things at all the same way. I will accept only what I can prove to myself. My need is not for a 'just God', because I do not know that He fills that role. Other than creation I don't know what He does. Also I am a lumper not a splitter, and would define Cary's thinking as simply stating emotions get in the way of reason. However, Cary's definitions are very helpful in clarifying matters in this area of thought.