bbella: Sorry for the ramblings from one subject to another...I've had all day to myself today and tea too late.-I find your ramblings wonderfully expressed and filled with clear thought. Consciousness is a key to everything as are the mysteries of the quantum. I have not had a God-experiencing event, but I 'know' I am right by my having a deep emotional response when I dwell on it. Perhaps that is what you are describing.